You mean the most to me, the only one I put time into, the only guy I care about, the only guy who matters & the only guy I want… And I’m sorry if my best isn’t enough for you but if you don’t want my best then I’ll be glad to give it to someone else… Remember? There’s still 3.5 billion other guys.
She’s like the perfect girl, how could you let her get away? I mean sure she could be a bitch sometimes but what girl isn’t? She’s sweet, caring, faithful, beautiful, mean, confident and honest. She’s responsible, She knows her way around life, faces her problems instead of running from them, appreciates what she has and smiles all the time. She’s serious yet playful, bitchy yet kind. She’s absolutely perfect to complete you! She puts herself in everyone’s shoes but in the end, she hurts herself. If you let her get away, I promise you she will find someone who realized all this to begin with. He’s going to be the luckiest fella ever. And It’ll all be thanks to you who let her get away.
“Yeah she was the one who was crazy about me, Always caring about me and loving me and also hurting because of me. She always wanted what’s best for me bossing me around like I’m some kind of kid. She would yell at me, get mad at me all the time. She get’s so clingy sometimes… But then she was also a girl who loved herself, knows how much she’s worth and knows she deserves way more than what I can give her. The girl is independent yet so loyal and hardworking. I know for a fact that she doesn’t need me to complete her life… Which is exactly why I need HER”
I need a guy like this .
I wanted you to hold on to me and tell me no matter what happens , we’ll both be okay . I wanted you to be the one to hold me when Im sad so I won’t feel lonely . I wanted you to hug me for the longest time and tell me you’ll protect me from being hurt . I wanted you to wipe away my tears when I cry and be strong for me . I wanted to feel safe when I’m with you .
But instead I had to take care of myself , I had to go through all my pain alone , I had to ask my own mother for a hug , I had to fight my own battles and wipe my own tears because I couldn’t rely on you :’(
So now I have to push you away :’( because you made me feel so alone … no you don’t bother me , I’m just really scared you will make Me feel lonely again .
If you didn’t want me to go why didn’t you stop me :’( just because I left doesn’t mean I wanted to .
Have you ever felt worthless in a relationship before? Like you’re the one doing all the work. They can always come talk to you for anything & you’d be there for them. You’ll care so much about them you forget about yourself. They’re the only person you think of and want to be with. You want what’s best for them and always want them to be happy. All your attention is on THEM.
But then, You can’t go to them because you know you can’t rely on them. You know someone else would make you feel better. They can’t make you as happy as you make them. They don’t seem to care as much about you. They don’t fight to keep you. Make you feel like you’re not worth the phone calls, not worth their pride, not worth their time. They show no effort, you’re always making the decisions & all you want is a little appreciation?
Why is it the people worth keeping always the ones who feels the most worthless …
If you ain’t gonna change , ain’t gonna put effort , && ain’t gonna try then leave me alone because I deserve better . What’s the point of starting over ? Shit still gonna be the same . Show me a point of getting back together . If not let me fucken move on … Stop making me wait for you to change . You ask for another chance but I don’t give out chances just so you can fuck up again . You already know how much things would disappoint me yet you still do it because you will ALWAYS put yourself before me . Fuck this , fuck us , fuck it all . Okay ?!
Just because I’m faithful doesn’t mean you can hurt me all the fucking time & expect me to be okay with it because I said I’d never give up on you. But just so you know, if you keep hurting me, I’ll break the biggest promise I made to you … Because shit will eventually get real & I’ll chase after what I deserve.
You say you’re sorry for hurting me. You’re sorry for being an asshole. But why are you always doing it again? My replies are always “It’s okay I know you didn’t mean to.” but what the hell are you sorry for? Sorry you got caught? Or sorry you did it again? Well, I’m telling you this … You’ve been sorry too many times & It’s not okay anymore.
